Sleeplessness

Sleepless nights
Sleepless nights
Turning & tossing
But no sleep at nights

I try to chase him
But he runs away
I try to ooze into him
He slips away!

Sleepless night
Sleepless night!

He is so bloody sleepy
Does not embrace me
He is so stubborn
Not following me

Sleepless nights
Sleepless nights

I need you so badly
I want you so madly
Oh my Sleep Prince
Come embrace me!

Am sick and tired
Without your company
Have mercy on me
Come embrace me!

Sleepless nights
Sleepless nights
Turning & tossing
But no sleep at nights

Waiting for you
O my Sleep Prince
Come embrace me
And put me to sleep..
Put me to sleep..

Last one year Xperience!

I was in pursuit of love, happiness and peace whole lot of last year. People and situations have intrigued me my purpose of life like never before. In this pursuit, I never found what ever I was looking for. But hell Lotta an experience and realization! Here is the list I can think of.

1. If you deserve something, eventually it will reach you. Don't chase anything or anyone.
2. Life is harder for people who follow morals.
3. Expectation - kills you.
4. There is factually not much difference between yesterday and today, last week and this week, last year and this year. But it is your mind, which actually makes the difference!
5. Peace is within you. The more you understand yourself, more peaceful you are.
6. Understand the limitations of your loved ones. Support them in such a way that they never feel limited!
7. Use your relationships as strength and not as weakness.
8.  Learn to forgive - yourself and others. It makes you feel lighter.
9. Value people who give their time, love and care.
10. Life is not a race. Don't run or run away. Experience the life!
11. Enjoy what you already have.
12. Love life and live life to fullest.

Back to December

We are back to December
and another year goes by here!

I ask myself
what did I accomplish?
I ask myself
What did I achieve
in last one year..

May be I earned
few pennies more
May be I visited
few places more

May be I got
an award or two
May be I cleared
checklist of shopping todo

We are back to December
and another year goes by here!

I ask myself
did I love my people more
I ask myself
did I help my people more

I question whether
I was there when they needed me?
I question whether
I was dependable?

I ponder,
did I hurt anyone?
I wonder
whether I apologized for hurting

We are back to December
and another year goes by here!

I ask myself..
I ask yourself..
What did we do?
What did we do?

You cant defeat me!!

Every time life hits me hard,
I bounce back much higher
with a rebound like a ball

up in the air,
higher and higher
overcoming the gravity

there is no end
to my problems;
they keep coming
one after the other
like the days and nights

but i have an undying energy
and enthusiasm;
every time, I tell life
you cant make me sad!

I challenge it,
I find new ways;
I rebel,
I succeed in my own ways

Ah! Alas! Life!!
It's my life
and you cant define it
the way you want!

I will define my own!!
Be just the spectator my boy!

spelling problemo!

ನಮ್ ಧಣಿಗಳು ನಮ್ಮನ್ನ  ಬಿಟ್ಟುಹೋಗಿ ಒಂದು ತಿಂಗಳ ಮೇಲಾಯಿತು! ಏನು? ಅಯ್ಯೋ ಪಾಪ ಅಂದರ? ರೀ, ಪಾಪ ಏನಿಲ್ಲ, ಜಾಸ್ತಿ ಸ೦ಬಳ ಮತ್ತು ಕಮ್ಮಿ ಕೆಲ್ಸಕ್ಕೆ ಬೇರೆ ಕಂಪನಿ ಸೇರಿದ್ದಾರೆ ಅಷ್ಟೆ.

ಧಣಿಗಳು ಯಾರು ಅಂದ್ರ? ಅವರೇ ರೀ, ನಮ್ಮ ರಘು ದೇಸಾಯಿ. ಅವರು ನೋಡಕ್ಕೆ ಸಣ್ಣಕ್ಕೆ ಇದಾರೆ ಅಷ್ಟೆ. ಎಕರೆಗಟ್ಟಲೆ ಜಮೀನಿನ ಸರದಾರ. ಅದಕ್ಕೆ ನಾವು ಅವರನ್ನ  ಶಾರ್ಟ್ ಅಂಡ್ ಸ್ವೀಟ್ ಆಗಿ ಧಣಿಗಳು ಅಂತ ಕರೀತೀವಿ. ಅವರಿಗೆ ನಾನು ಮು೦ಚೆ ಇ೦ದಾನು ಹೇಳ್ತಾನೆ ಇದ್ದೆ.

"ರೀ ರಘು, peanuts ಗೋಸ್ಕರ ಇಲ್ಲಿಗೆ ಯಾಕೆ ಕೆಲ್ಸಕ್ಕೆ ಬರ್ತೀರಾ? ನಿಮ್ಮ ಜಮೀನಲ್ಲೇ ಕಡಲೆ ಕಾಯಿ ಬೆಳದ್ರೆ ಆಗೋಲ್ವ?" ಅ೦ತ. ಈಗ ಇಲ್ಲಿ ಕೊಡ್ತಿರೋ peanuts ತುಂಬಾ ಸಣ್ಣದು. ಬೇರೆ ಕಂಪನಿಲಿ high breed peanuts ಅನ್ಕೊಂಡು ಹೋಗಿದಾರೆ. ಹೋಗಿ ಒಂದೇ ತಿಂಗಳು. ಮೊನ್ನೆ ಮಾತಾಡ್ತಾ ಕೇಳ್ತಾರೆ,

"Anitha, Is there any vacancy in Ladies in your company?" ಅ೦ತ. ನಂಗೆ ಗಾಬರಿ ಆ ಗೊಯಿತು. ಇದೇನಪ್ಪ, ಇಲ್ಲಿರೋವರೆಗೂ ಧಣಿಗಳು ಸರೀಗೆ ಇದ್ರು. ಈಗ vacancy in ladies ಅಂತೆಲ್ಲ ಮತಾಡ್ತಾರೆ. ಒಳ್ಳೆಯೋರ ತರಾನೆ ಕ೦ಡಿದ್ರಲ್ಲ ನಂಗೆ ಅನ್ಕೊತ ಇದ್ದೆ. ಆಮೇಲೆ ಹೊಳೀತು, ' Is there any vacancy in Landis in your company' ಗೆ ಸ್ಪೆಲ್ಲಿಂಗ್ mistake ಆಗೋಗಿದೆ ಅ೦ತ.

ನೋಡಿ, ಒಂದು ಸ್ಪೆಲ್ಲಿಂಗ್ ಏನೆಲ್ಲಾ ತೊಂದರೆಗಳನ್ನು create ಮಾಡಬಹುದು!

Don't try to be perfect all the time. You will miss the fun!

Complex living, No thinking!